Through Skys Eyes

I guess Easter and all these amazing holidays bring out the love in us all. I think that is why we choose to remember these holidays, for its the few times of the year, we let our guard down and open ourselves to love.

I sit there thinking about the amazing sacrifice of Jesus. It is pure love.

Well today I had a wonderful day, learning something new about myself and about my life. Each day is a blessing, though I rarely see it that way. Maybe I am slowly learning to change my perspective. Slow learner.

I have sat here for 32 years wishing and praying for love. Wishing to be loved. When in reality we are all (in) love. We are all love and made from love. Its through the act of love of our parents we are here and the love of god that gave us breathe.

Love is always around us.. Always! for god is love and god is always with us and I am a divine essence of god, so there fore I too, am love. So are you. So no matter where you go, love is always with you.

We have the most amazing gift which is love. which costs nothing, cost nothing to give and nothing to take. It can be given to anyone at any time. No matter what race, size, shape, age, sex or religion. It is the one thing that can never be taken away from us, even though we think at time we have no more love to give. We are shown love in so many ways, but we close our eyes to it.

In fear of faiure or being hurt or maybe.. Loving back.

Then all of a sudden when we let our guard down, love creeps in again.

The truth is, it never creeps in, it was always there.

I remember telling a friend a long time ago, she was going through a hard time. And I said, Before you can love anyone or anything else, you must first love yourself. When I first said that I thought it sounded quite cool and it rang true at the time. But I realized I misinterpreted what I had said.

The statement is correct, but the way I understood it, wasn’t.

I now understand it so much more. In order to love others, I must first love myself. I am a divine essence of god, and god is love. Therefore I am love. So I must first love myself, Through loving myself I love the one who filled me with love in the first place (god) and through that love I love all things in creation. Love to love.

“you love you. in loving yourself you love me. through me (god who gives unconditional love) you love all things in creation “

I am positive in the bible it says “All things are Possible through me” I am not a christian so sorry if i am wrong.

The way I first understood it was First I have to love myself, once I have achieved then I can love everyone else. So however long it takes me to learn to love myself, I would have to wait around before loving anyone else. Seeing that I am a slow learner, it was going to take a while. I saw it as a time factor as a growing process. But in reality, it isn’t. Its loving through love, Loving through god, Loving through me.

God taught me this today.

Have a Happy and safe holidays.

Remember to love.

I spoke to Wakan Tanka (god) last night

he told me to not be afraid

Stand up for your self, it is not O.K for people to treat you bad

“You represent me and your ancestors, in all you do, the good and the bad.

Are you going to allow people to walk all over your god and your people?”

Not long after i spoke with Unci Maca (or grandmother the earth) She told me to not be ashamed.

She questioned why i was ashamed of who i am, when i am in a white world.

I told her i wasnt.

She asked me again, “Why are you ashamed?”

I again said im not.

She kept saying the same thing, knowing that eventualy itwould make me think, and tell the truth.

Why are you ashamed she asked. You do not see buddhist ashamed of their robes they wear. You do not see Muslims hiding behind corners so  that noone sees them in their coverings. They are proud, they show themselves to you, their true selves.

So again i ask, “Why are you ashamed”.

My answer was simple. “They dont understand our ways.”

She said in a stern, old but caring voice. “How are they to understand, if you hide your ways from them. ”

So i prayed,

I prayed that the Wambli (eagle) will help share with me boldness and courage. Courage to show my true self to the world.

I prayed that the Hehaka (elk) will share with me his wisdom and beauty, To show others how truly beautiful  and wise our people are.

I prayed to the four corners, so that they will accompany me through my journeys and life, Never to be forgotten.

I prayed to Wakan Tanka and Unci Maca.

I offered them all i have and my Tabacco, for without their infinite wisdom i would never have gotten this far.