Through Skys Eyes

So I thought I would share a little about what has been happening to me.

I found out not long ago that i had an abnormal pap smear. yes I know, not the most amazing and wonderful topic to talk about.

After weeks of waiting, i finally had an ultra sound and saw a gynaecologist.

He did his check up and said, that yes it was abnormal and that i will be needing surgury to take care of, because its at its final stages and will become cancerous within a couple of months.

He also explained that this may be the reason why i have felt so horrible lately. So anyway off i go to schedule my not so wanted surgery and they said it was a 6 - 8 month wait.

I had a flip out and went to another gynaecologist who fixed the time thing up with the hospital and got me seen too within 6 weeks.

Well i had my surgery about a week and a half ago. thing didn’t go all as well as expected. I unfortunately haemorrhage’s in the recovery room and was sent straight back for an emergency surgery to stop the bleeding.

so now after getting all these infections and my immune system going to hell, i am finally back home and relaxing a little.

but it all made me think a little about what is so important. Its so important to look after ourselves, I know as a single mother i work my a$$ off each day and never seem to find time to do all the little things i should be doing to help my body each day. such as working out and seeing the doctors regularly.

All this could had been avoided if i did do those little things. So anyway as a positive woman believer, I hope that my experience will enlighten other women to go see their doctors regarding anything that they need to get their body into top shape. I know we all think we are wonder woman, but even she needed help from time to time. And so do we.

When I lost all that blood and all the pain i went through in those few days, my mind raced to horrifying thoughts. I thought for a little while i may be dieing or something. It is very scary how fragile life is, even though we all feel so strong in it.

well big love to all my positive sisters out there, i know you are all doing it tough from time to time, but dont forget I love ya and you gotta take care of yourself.

huggs and lottsa love.

Sky